it's not me, it's always not me

Do I dare
Disturb the universe?
In a minute there is time
For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse.

it's funny, just 2 days ago i was on top of the world...now i'm at the bottom of the darkest abyss, not known to man. it is as arcite said , "syn fortune is chaungable", and as theseus had put it in simple terms, all of us fall victim to cas, or forune, fortuna's wheel, whatever you want to call it. one day you could be at the top of the wheel, and the next, by some cruel judgement you spin to the bottom, and against gravity you are useless against your miserable fate. i am at the bottom.

The destiny, general minister,
That executes in the world everywhere
The providence that God has foreseen,
So strong it is that, though the world had sworn
The contrary of a thing by yes or no,
Yet sometimes it shall happen on one day
That happens not again in a thousand years.