abyss

damm you abyss,
why must you loom around the corner. i had banished all affliations from you. you shall not pass. you shall not consume me. yet, along with jealousy you loom at the corner, quietly waiting to pounce on me at the right moment. already you are getting closer and the clear blue skies seem to get a bit darker..
why must you loom around?
i don't want to go back. please don't take me back. i don't want to go back to my old home.