i miss you so much. i wish you could know.

i really wish i could spend christmas with you.
under the snow,
under the mistle toe.
where you'd look into my eyes,
and i'd be too unworthy to look into yours.
you blush,
and i place my hand on yours.
the roughness of my skin,
against the smoothness of yours.
i really hope you don't mind.
we're alone at your place.
you told me you were scared and lonely,
cause your family's away,
leaving your heart empty,
as i bleed my hardest to fill in the gap.

if only you knew what i am thinking of doing for you.