Lavinia

Let's break down the world tonight,
and in the oblivion,
be immortal.

The Irish Keep Gate Crashing

Never thought I'd be saying this, but tomorrow sees a top-of-the-table clash between Hull and Chelsea, Man Utd and West Ham are having an upper mid-table contest, Newcastle and Tottenham are fighting to get out of the relegation zone, and Everton plays Bolton, both running the risk of dropping into the bottom three.

Just what is going on in the BPL?

Have a nice day

Why are everyone's blogs so emo?

Graveyard Girl

The Well and The Lighthouse

The Arcade Fire is Rebecca,
and Rebecca will always be me.

Still

I must give the impression that I have the answers for everything.

Happy (?)

It has been the same routine since sunday. At 10pm, I take a break from studying, tell myself I'll give me 5 minutes of rest, go to my bed (danger. danger.), lie down, and die off.
Then at 1am I'll wake up, feel like the shittest person on earth, turn off my lights, and then go to sleep.

Stand By Me

Happy 21st to Ben and Darras!
You are loved.
:D

Disintegration

Conversation at 12am

Remember to breathe says: (12:02:15 AM)
i heard you asked weikee the definiton for state this afternoon

Shane says: (12:02:26 AM)
yeah doing my ssa essay lah

Shane says: (12:02:34 AM)
from 2 to 7 leh

Remember to breathe says: (12:02:43 AM)
he and i had this one over hours long conversation on meritocracy, multiracialism, power and legitimacy

Remember to breathe says: (12:02:52 AM)
at least it's done

Conversation at 1am

Shane says: (01:00:07 AM)
ok go check out lights out for darker skies

Shane says: (01:00:11 AM)
if you want instrumental

Shane says: (01:00:14 AM)
the great skua

Remember to breathe says: (01:01:19 AM)
i want lyrics

Shane says: (01:01:27 AM)
go search lah i your maid ah

Conversation at 1.30am

Shane says: (1:29:29 AM)
i in bishan park now

Remember to breathe says: (1:29:56 AM)
oh i see

Remember to breathe says: (1:30:02 AM)
say hi to the chimpanzees for me

Shane says: (1:30:10 AM)
dude

Shane says: (1:30:19 AM)
that's mcritchie lah

Remember to breathe says: (1:30:30 AM)
oh then what do you have at bishan park?

Shane says: (1:30:34 AM)
have fish

Conversation at 2am

Remember to breathe says: (2:16:07 AM)
i wanna play with your dog lah

Shane says: (2:16:20 AM)
she hates you lah, how many times you want me to tell you

Remember to breathe says: (2:16:29 AM)
i wanna eat her lor

Shane says: (2:16:43 AM)
erm...okay....

Remember to breathe says: (2:18:05 AM)
i feel like eating something

Shane says: (2:18:18 AM)
me too

Shane says: (2:18:19 AM)
sian

Shane says: (2:18:22 AM)
want to order not

Remember to breathe says: (2:18:27 AM)
haha set lah

Remember to breathe says: (2:18:32 AM)
you tell the guy two locations

Remember to breathe says: (2:18:40 AM)
i want a big mac change drink to lemon tea

Shane says: (2:19:06 AM)
upsize?

Remember to breathe says: (2:19:11 AM)
okay

Remember to breathe says: (2:19:17 AM)
with sweet and sour sauce

Remember to breathe says: (2:19:21 AM)
wah sian now i really wanna eat it

Shane says: (2:19:28 AM)
wah sian me too

Shane says: (2:19:35 AM)
see lah macs here macs there

Shane says: (2:19:45 AM)
i want mcspicy meal upsize change drink to sprite

Remember to breathe says: (2:19:54 AM)
sprite?

Remember to breathe says: (2:20:00 AM)
i want vodka sprite

Shane says: (2:20:18 AM)
oh they serve it now?

Remember to breathe says: (2:20:25 AM)
yeah they do

Remember to breathe says: (2:20:31 AM)
you can have bourbon coke too lor

Shane says: (2:20:39 AM)
wow so cool

Shane says: (2:20:47 AM)
i want vodka sprite

******

Shane says: (2:28:24 AM)
i want to start a module

Shane says: (2:28:32 AM)
want to be my co-lecturer

Remember to breathe says: (2:28:42 AM)
module on?

Shane says: (2:28:48 AM)
talking cock 1101e

Shane says: (2:28:50 AM)
want not

Remember to breathe says: (2:29:05 AM)
can we start a food appreciation 1101E

Shane says: (2:33:46 AM)
emo 4201 honours thesis, i conducting that one

Remember to breathe says: (2:34:52 AM)
okay i'm taking that

Conversation at 3am

Remember to breathe says: (3:02:22 AM)
i hungry

Remember to breathe says: (3:02:26 AM)
what's hungry in french?

Soco Amaretto Lime

Every Little Thing

Why do we get up?

So that we can rise higher to fall again.

Neon Bible

If the 1789 French Revolution had a band,





p.s. Should I do a Bismarck or Napoleon III?

World, Hold On

I stumbled upon an old mansion. It had a faded shade of yellow, and a moorish green canopy was threatening to swallow the walls. A soft creaking sound from the inside beckoned me to enter. And I did.

It was dark and damp inside, with a stench that reeked my insides. The creaking sound was monotonous, but more so than that, it was lifeless. It grew louder as the giant wooden door gently closed behind me. There was a silence that was deafening, and I was tempted to cover my ears in a bid to shut my mind to the pierces; to the screams.

The sound led me to a small bedroom. Its door was ajar, and a soft light gave a warmness to the room that was otherwise absent in the house. The rocking chair swung back and forth, creaking the wooden floor with every metronome. There was a lady on the chair, and I grew anxious. Sensing someone in the room, the lady stopped the swing, and turned her head sharply. I was at once comforted, because I knew who she was.

Her name was Virginia, and in the days of my childhood I had ever once so often gazed upon her visage and be entranced by her words. They were powerful, and left a deep impression in me. My mother would sit me by the river and entice me with the sweet melody of Virginia's stories. There was a half empty glass of water on her table. As if indulging in my nostalgia, she gave a weak smile with her parched lips.

A whisper.

"The world thinks that everything is alright. My smile is enough to set them at ease. They think I am strong. But soon, very soon, they will see how wrong they are, and oh, how shocked they will be. But by then, it would already be too late, and nothing would be salvageable, nothing would float on the surface."

With that, she turned her head back towards the window and the rocking of the chair began again, as Mrs Woolf finished the half empty glass of water.