Sunday, July 25, 2004

poem

priorities, you list me far back
the people in front, your vision is black
why do you not see, why do you not sense,
i am always there, always silently your defense.


distorted i am, a trophy not worthy of you,
how hard i am trying for you, if you only knew.
tempers erupt but are not sincerely meant,
it is only because of your torment, your torment.


alas! a dream would be of you putting me first,
a friend indeed, water to quench your thirst.
i so yearn for that sea of hope,
toss me the rope, toss me the rope...



Tuesday, July 20, 2004

dysfunctional

ok i just realised hoe diverse and complex my family is. wow.
ok here it goes.
my mom's a northen indian thus she's very fair and doesn't look like a typical indian. also the weird thing is that she doesn't speak her language at all. she doesn't know it. she speaks to my grandfather in english and my grandmother in malay. yea. also she speaks hokkien to all the market people and my father's side grandparents.
ok then my dad's a chinese but he speaks english most of the time. also he rarely reads the chinese newspaper,only for 4D results, and watches mostly only english shows and english gossips.
thus i'm a chindian. ok that's the first level of complexity.
then, my dad's a buddhist and my mom has sikh traditions but she doesn't practice the religion thus i consider her a free thinker even though she goes with my dad to the temple to pray. but then, my dad never fails to snd me to church every sunday cause i'm a christian. and my brothers are free thinkers as i feel they're still too young to decide. that's the second level of complexity.
lastly, the neighbours don't know what to think anymore cause my family celebrates every festival----Christmas, Depavali and Chinese New Year. yea.
dysfunctional huh?

Monday, July 12, 2004

seraphic juveniles

hey guys
didn't go to school today..was sick (aka slacking)
yep so spent the whole morning and pat of the afternoon finding a nice skin for the joint blog shared between jon and i...yea and i finally found it
i have put the link already and you all can go check it out.
i think the blog name seraphic juveniles is super cool. yea..rwaks
in other news...kelvin told me that i got a B overall for my history. yay! so happy...now the only major one left is the prose part...oh Lord i hope i get an A..

Seraphic Juveniles

hey guys
didn't go to school today..was sick (aka slacking)
yep so spent the whole morning and pat of the afternoon finding a nice skin for the joint blog shared between jon and i...yea and i finally found it
i have put the link already and you all can go check it out.
i think the blog name seraphic juveniles is super cool. yea..rwaks
in other news...kelvin told me that i got a B overall for my history. yay! so happy...now the only major one left is the prose part...oh Lord i hope i get an A..

Seraphic Juveniles

hey guys
didn't go to school today..was sick (aka slacking)
yep so spent the whole morning and pat of the afternoon finding a nice skin for the joint blog shared between jon and i...yea and i finally found it
i have put the link already and you all can go check it out.
i think the blog name seraphic juveniles is super cool. yea..rwaks
in other news...kelvin told me that i got a B overall for my history. yay! so happy...now the only major one left is the prose part...oh Lord i hope i get an A..

Seraphic Juveniles

hey guys
didn't go to school today..was sick (aka slacking)
yep so spent the whole morning and pat of the afternoon finding a nice skin for the joint blog shared between jon and i...yea and i finally found it
i have put the link already and you all can go check it out.
i think the blog name seraphic juveniles is super cool. yea..rwaks
in other news...kelvin told me that i got a B overall for my history. yay! so happy...now the only major one left is the prose part...oh Lord i hope i get an A..

Friday, July 09, 2004

into the mirror

hey guys
today, jon, michelle, adriana, emily and i watched two movie at my place. the teenage textbook movie and into the mirror.
well it was agony getting through the tennage textbook movie...but yea into the mirror was good and scary and we all had a lot of laughs...hahahs..then i just watched army daze...hahah...it's super funny even after all these years. rwaks.
shane

Sunday, July 04, 2004

dee at CS

hey guys
yea i know i haven't been updating for quite long haha sorry was kinda busy(yar rite...doing nothing).
anyways today i went to church, caught up with a lot of my friends whom i had been "neglecting" like corinne, selene, petrina, raj, leon and yea all the mission trip people. really glad also that theo and theo have warmed up to everyone and i'm real glad to have such wonderful brothers. haha...pastor joel is like the funniest guy on earth..all the jokes he cracks and all the lame humour, he could probably run for a stand up comdedian and make people laugh hysterically. haha...yea pastor, let's all pray for Greece to win tonight..hahah. yea.........
then after church went to orchard with jonathan and dee. yea it rocked. we introduced her to the wonderful world of lanning and CS. haha...she like died in every single round but who cares, it's the laughter and the joy that you'll remember 30 years from now and tell your grandchildren about it rite dee?? hahaha.
"kids, do you know that when i was 16, i played with these 2 wonderful guys this wonderful game called CS, and even though i was below average, i still had a lot of fun"
and the kids will go like...
"erm....ok grandma..."
hahahhahaha. aye dee...joke ah..joke.